Hey! :) Dara. Bayside '13. Inhabiting the NYC. Sixteen years old at the moment. Just the oddball in the crowd. I'm willing to be your friend. :) My life's a revolution. My heart beats for Jesus Christ.♥

Philippians 1:21 "For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain."

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/ Posted on Jan 25 2012 at 7:29pm with 2 notes
#personal  #friends  #life 

Dear old friend…

I probably can’t ever say it to your face…but I miss you. Despite everything that’s happened recently and all the misunderstandings, it can never be denied that we had great memories together. I won’t forget that. The saddest thing ever is…that in the first place you doubted our friendship. That’s where it’s your loss and I know I don’t have to trouble myself any longer. It’s also sad that your heart is so cold and you end up hating the people who care for you. Ouch. All I can do is hope the best for you and hopefully you’ll realize what you have to value in life. Farewell…goodbye. 

Die to yourself. That’s what Christianity is all about. Die and find a life beyond your wildest imagination. Die to the idea that you’ve lived a basically righteous life. Die to the selfish focus on what your sins say about you. You die. And become connected to eternity, immortality, and omnipotence. Though still bound by the flesh, you become one with God, you become lost in God.

Unka Glen (unkaglen.tumblr.com)

I surrendered

I stayed home today. I was too overwhelmed, plus that fever really hindered me. Hopefully, missing school today won’t kill me for next week. As far as I know…I got 4 essays to do by the end of this weekend, plus another essay by next Friday. I cannot wait until winter “break.” But even then, it’s not really much of a break if the teachers will pour an avalanche of homework on me. *sigh* Well, this is the beautiful life. The ironic part is, I’m not saying that with sarcasm. No matter what you face, you still have got to find the beauty in life. And the beauty is the fact that God woke you up to another day and that He is always in control. It’s in the hands of God that I find my eternal, endless hope. Thank you Jesus Christ. ♥

/ Posted on Aug 11 2011 at 10:37pm
#future  #life  #prayer 

God, You never fail to open new doors.

You have a reason in everything You bring and You protect us from the doors that You intentionally close. Your plans are perfect. I’m going to trust in You with the unknown, foggy future. I don’t live or depend on my own abilities anymore. My understand is flawed, my heart is deceitful, and my strength fades away. But God You are always there, standing in Your glory. Please touch my life. Use it and anoint it for Your glory Lord. I will not be afraid, because my life is in Your hands. And I want to thank You, because You’ve been walking me through day by day. Because of You, I find worth and purpose in my life. It’s to honor You and to show a broken world, that true love comes from You. I’m still not sure what You will unfold for me, but I know it’s going to big. ♥

Jeremiah 29:11 “‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.’”

andy-park:

Don’t Do DRUGS Period. It’ll ruin you.

Don’t hurt yourselves. You are worth more than that. You are created in His own likeness and image. Giving your life to Jesus Christ, you will no longer be your own. The Holy Spirit lives inside of you. Don’t destroy yourselves. Don’t hurt God, because He feels what you feel.

1 Corinthians 6:19-20 “Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.”

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/ Posted on May 07 2011 at 7:35pm
#music  #ipod  #shuffle  #rant  #life 

Ahh

I love it when the shuffle on my ipod is good to me. Haha, it’s when the combination and order of the music is just right. :) 

4 hours of sleep.

So….last night had some unexpected turn of events. Same for this morning. I did not have dinner. Yerp. Everything’s running smoothly. Not. I think I’ll crash here and sleep now. And then do homework later. Hearing all this bad news just crushes my heart and spirit. So things are completely uncertain as they are now. But I trust that my God will get us through this. I won’t deny that I naturally feel scared. But I refuse to let my fears overwhelm and overpower me. I know my God is bigger than all the troubles. Whether the troubles are big or small, my God will crush them. And overlooking the situation, I see that these troubles and trials only bring me closer to God. I am even more thankful for that. Sometimes, I don’t know what to pray for when it comes to troubles. I simply lay the burdens at my Father’s feet. Then all I can bring myself to say is, “Lord, let Your will be done on earth as it is done in heaven.” 

This is the simple prayer that Jesus Christ teaches to His disciples.

Matthew 6:9-13 “This, then, is how you should pray: ‘Our Father in heaven hallowed be Your name, our kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one.’”

Hallelujah God…all glory goes to You. Forever and ever. I know the troubles on this earth are not forever. Your will is only the best. Your will is even better than my own will. Your plans are even more glorious than the plans I’ve made in my life. It’s not about the sake of my convenience, but that Your work and will is done. This is what it means to deny myself, pick up my cross, just to follow You. You gave me real life. Now my whole lifetime is just for You. <3

Oh, the upcoming troubles.

It’s like a storm that you anticipate. You see the sky turn dark. The bright, shining, happy sun has disappeared. You see the gray clouds come in. The thunder cracks and the lightning flashes before your eyes. And if the storm were severe, everyone would try to run and hide for shelter and safety. It happens to everyone. We can’t deny that. No matter where people are in life, they will always face troubles. Life is simply tough in this imperfect world, isn’t it? But I think the best part, is that you don’t ever have to deal with this alone. During times of trouble, the tension just presses down on you. Sometimes you’re on the edge and you want to lose hope and sanity. But take the time to realize, you are not alone. And you are not the only one who’s hurting. And the God who’s up in heaven once walked through the earth, lived as a human, and felt pain like a human. He knows your every thought. He feels your every pain. Call unto Jesus Christ. Because He’s by your side, He’ll carry you through the storm. He could even calm your storm. Don’t be afraid. He’s not going anywhere. He’s not letting go. It’s up to you to start calling to Him. Don’t let the troubles overwhelm you. Sure, they look big now. But keep in mind that God is in control and that He’s bigger than all of your troubles! 

Matthew 8:24-27 “Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, ‘Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!’ He replied, ‘You of little faith, why are you so afraid?’ Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm. The men were amazed and asked, ‘What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!’

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Me singing “Come to Your Senses” by Jonathon Larson from the play “Tick, Tick, Boom.” Now I know who wrote it.

I thought I’d never sing the song again. I thought that there was no use. But I did love this song. Just this week, a friend convinced me to sing the song again. 

I made the recording two days ago. Sorry for the bad quality. I am very awkward and I know that well. I have the habit of singing things a cappella. Warning: This recording is very random. My dad silently walks into the room and surprises me. Take the time to listen if you want a good laugh. LOL. This recording has many flaws and I messed up a few times. But yeah, this is what I do when I’m bored.

Vegetables have become my new best friend.

So all of my life, I thought I hated these green little fellas? Hmm they actually don’t taste so bad when they’re the only things you eat. Especially when you’re so hungry after a long day, and vegetables are your only option, they begin to taste wonderful. I think it’s a psychological thing. At first, the plan was that I eat more vegetables than meat. But for the past few days of only eating vegetables, I suddenly got inspired to become a full vegetarian. I know people have many different reasons for becoming vegetarians. Some feel sorry for the animals, so they only eat vegetables. I actually really love animals. But reality check, God even said that we can eat animals. In Acts 10, Peter was up on a rooftop and fell asleep and had a vision. 

Acts 10:11-15 “He saw heaven open, and something came down like a huge sheet held up by its four corners. In it were all kinds of animals, snakes, and birds. A voice said to him, ‘Peter, get up! Kill these and eat them.’ But Peter said, ‘Lord, I can’t do that! I’ve never eaten anything that is unclean and not fit to eat.’ The voice spoke to him again. ‘When God says that something can be used for food, don’t say it isn’t fit to eat.’

In the book of Leviticus, it was part of the old covenant when God said we can’t eat certain animals. But after the new covenant with Jesus Christ, many things changed, including the foods God allows us to eat.

Now I’m just randomly rambling and putting my thoughts down here. So eating meat isn’t so bad after all, considering the fact that God encourages us to do so. That was God’s intention from the start, when He created the animals. But I’ve decided to become a vegetarian, for the health purposes. :)

Veggies are great. But the truth is, I don’t believe I’ve been consuming much vegetables in my life. So, I’ll start now. And it’s been the other way around with meat. I’ve had too much of it in my life. So I’m cutting it off now. 

I also want to lose weight. I hear from tons of people, “That doesn’t make a difference. You don’t lose weight that way.” I know, I know, it all has to do with the calories. But if some people haven’t noticed, vegetables and fruits have very little calories compared to solid meat. And it’s only been one week, and I’ve proved people wrong by losing three pounds lol. I’m also exercising regularly, so that should be good enough. 

I admit, if I smell meat from time to time, I do get tempted. But I’m not giving in. It’s all a part of adjustment. I’m getting there.~